Depression

I was king, you were the queen
Always together like a boy girl twin
To you this was a little win
But I saw it as a cup with happiness blended in.

But when you left me, your reasons were plain
Back to normal was a hard thing to regain
You were my only and also main
To love another I had to train
You left me in pain.

My romantic pain was hard
But the mental pain you had
Was crazy, by the way I heard
I hope it wasn’t that bad
Because you cried when I mentioned your dad. 

Your brother was a great friend
But our friendship met a sharper bend
I had no time to mend
Or otherwise try to pretend
I just watched it end
It was not my sincere intend
But he made it look like the trend
And that I only had to blend

So when I heard of your attempted suicide
Believe me, I wasn’t feeling my right side
It was killed by my cocky pride
I couldn’t even come for you to lean on my side
Or even send the right slide.

You were depressed and sad or either
Luckily depression is like weather
It will come but then it will wither
All through I did not even bother
Rings of misfortunes spread further
But the king now was your brother.

When we all left you to decay
Some people saw you as their prey
They took to stand on your way
And what they saw in you was a toy to play
But your brother always sent them away
For forgiveness from you I pray

If only I understood your state
That you wanted a friend though chaste
That you wanted to go to numerous dates
I could have done better, but it’s too late
Should I call that fate?
Or my harvest on a small plate?

#suicide not the solution, help save a life.